Well, well, well... I see I haven't updated in half of forever so I guess it's about time I do, huh? Yesterday was kind fun. I went to the park dance and danced some circles around people... ha, j/k. But I got so aggravated because my uncle got all testy with me when I was just trying to help him. Then my brother got mad because I wanted all of the drunk people to go home instead of standing around while we were trying to clean up and I told my dad to tell them to leave... but the bro had to step in on that one. I really really really HATE alcohol! I don't care if I never go to another one of those parties again. I mean the socializing and dancing was fun, but other than that, everyone thinks that they have to drink to have a good time. I am pretty sure I was about the only one who didn't drink. I had two 20 oz bottles of Vanilla Coke.

I didn't end up going to church today. I got home at 2:15 last night and didn't get to sleep till 3:30 because I had to take stuff home from the hall, then put it away. Then I woke up wide awake this morning at about 7:00 because there was a storm... actually there was a tornado that went over my house, but didn't touch down. You could hear it, sounded just like a train. We lost power for a bit and I fell back to sleep shortly after my dad hooked the generator up. My alarm clock doesn't have batteries in it so I didn't think about resetting my alarm clock.

I saw this on Rachel's info page and Im going to steal it. I read this with complete ease... what do you think?

Well, Kadie, I figured we would try something new this time, or at least sometime. I thought maybe we could start writing a story, each write an entry on it, then the next continue with where the other left off... I think it would be fun and it would give me something to actually write about. It doesn't have to  be a NY Times Bestseller or anything and who gives a flying heep about grammar? So it would be sort of like... stream of consious writing. Those are somewhat fun. Lemme know what you think, k?

Well, what has happened recently in the world of Jessie? Not much. I swear I had a mental break down last night. I hate those. They aren't fun. And it was also during a time where God seems quite distant. I felt suddenly enraged with an anger I couldn't keep under control, and for the most part, out of the blue. I started thinking about a lot of things... about why it could be that I feel like I will fail at a lot of things in life. I think this is what triggered the anger. See, I was quite hurt with the outcome of two certain situations and I haven't fully discussed any of the details with this person. After a rather emotional conversation with Daddy, I think He brought a lot of things into view, even though at that point and time, I was quite emotionally unstable. I think Satan really tries to make me dwell on past issues to the point where I find myself in a bout of anger/depression. "Curse you, Aqua Scum!" (Ha, that was for you, Kadie) And these certain situations have really dragged me down in the area of my self-esteem and self-confidence. I don't want to go into any parts of any of the situations because the person may or may not read this and I would find it rather... rude to discuss this with the rest of the world instead of with who I really should be discussiing it with. I doubt the person will actually read this but I really would like for them to know something:: I care a GREAT deal about you and there is nothing that would ever ruin our friendship. We are bound together through Christ and nothing can EVER change that. You've really touched my heart in ways that no one ever has and most likely ever will. Thanks - for everything.

Ok Im done now. I totally forgot that I needed to start registering for my classes this fall three days ago. Yep, Im dumb. Well, have a good day everyone. God Bless!  

Okay I'm just going to outright admit this: I, Kadie am addicted to Roller Coaster Tycoon. Whew, much better, I just had to get that one off of my chest. I don't usually go for like 'games' persay, but this one is just too cool. I feel like I'm at Cedar Point, only, I'm not, and I'm in charge. I pretend like all of my Guests are Christians. Yeah, okay, Mrs. Siler just brought in peanuts, M&Ms and raisins...I am SO outta here.

Well, Im up quite early and since my last post, I have missed two days of posting. Sort of an ironic thing, since I just said that I finished an entire month without missing a day. Well, that is all I had to say. Im going to finish my cereal and go to bed. Bye and God Bless!

Guess what?!?! We have successfully filled out something for everyday in March! Im not sure if that will continue through the month of April, but oh well if it doesn't, right? Well, that was all I had to say... oh and that IS NOT an April Fool's joke either... Bye and God Bless!

Yeah, I guess the game is on!!! That makes me happy. Ok, Kadie, here is the plan. We'll leave in the morning, make some stops -  we need to get some... souveniers [sp?] from places. I saw a girl today who had some awesome stuff from Australia! Hehe, yeah, Detroit isn't anything to compare to Aussie, but still, we need stuff. I want to start a collection of stuff from different places. PLUS, we need PICTURES, not just of the game, but of the trip there and back, eh? Yeah, sounds like fun!!! Im REALLY excited!! Im going to call and see if we can get tickets on the left field side. [Chipper Jones]  OH! And don't forget your glove!!! Im so happy! Express way driving is fun! Ok, enough of that. Im going to go watch a movie or something. Bye and God Bless!

Okay, I'm desperate, I just got assigned my last paper, which consequently is also my final for English. The topic is censorship, anything about censorship that I want to discuss in an argumentive way. The problem is that my brain is just refusing to cooperate. I can't even think of all the areas of censorship. I'm convinced that it's time for school to be done with, over, zip, zero zilch. Hmm, anyone have any ideas for me? Any hot topics of debate on the subject? Is there anything going on dealing with censorship? Is there some little known factoid about it? I was considering doing the ban of prayer in public school, but I don't know if I can write 10 pages on it. Although, then again, maybe I can. I don't know. My mind is swirling right now, I've been working consistently for, oh about 3 hours straight. Words are meshing...lines are crossing. Um, i think that I am once again rambling. I suppose that's bound to happen when you have no one but yourself to converse with for an hour and a half. I was left all alone in peer couseling today. I have this sneaking suspiscion that you really don't care. Yeah, that's right, I see you rolling your eyes and scrolling on to the next entry. Ha, okay, or maybe not, but I can totally picture it. Really, I can. Okay I'm probably scaring the wits out of you. Have a blessed day!!!

Well, I just got back from my brother's house watching Kaylie and Corbin get all excited because their parents just got back from Bristol, TN. I watched them most of the day Thursday, Friday, and today, though I still took care of them throughout the weekend a little bit. I was going to take Kaylie to church with me on Sunday, but she kept coughing and I didn't want to expose the other children to her germs.

Yep, we played that at church tonight. 'Twas fun, very fun. Andy was talking about getting a volleyball thing on Tuesday nights since they won't have men's basketball anymore... don't ask why because I don't know. I really liked the youth thing tonight. That is all I have to say. Im going to go read for a bit. Plus, Im getting some REALLY weird messages on my computer. That kind of freaks me out. Anyway, Im going to go now. Bye and God Bless!